quick fixes for a shitty day
- brush your teeth
- sort out your eyebrows
- do your laundry
- change your sheets
- hug a fluffy thing
- eat a snack
- reach out to someone even if it’s just a text
- get naked and dance a lil
needed this today
I wonder if anybody’s actually had feelings for me, like actually got upset or mad over little things I did and got jealous and confused over me and thought about me on a regular basis. I feel like I’m the only person that ever really cares about anyone and that nobody’s ever felt that way for me.
Lately I have been posting a lot on here. It’s mainly because I don’t feel like I can talk to anyone here. I feel like such an outcast and alone. The one person that was my only friend has seemed to put me on the back burner, and is avoiding me. Not sure why that’s happening.
I thought that I…
I love you. By innocent happenstance my soul found your soul, and that was a beautiful gift.
You are lovely, and I don’t think you hear it enough.
- You’re flushing every toilet, trying to find the one that will flush you into the ministry of magic
- You’re standing in every fireplace yelling “Diagon Alley!”
- Whenever you’re wearing a hat, you’re muttering “Not Slytherin”
- You run into brick walls on train station,…
That’s where I stood
in your wake.
And yet there my heart remained
planted with steel cables for roots
despite every attempt of my brain to
4 years later I stumble
upon a glimmer of a reason
on a not-so-random Saturday,
overburdened with melodies
—I mean, memories.
Because you still shined.
Despite blinders and shades and tinted windows
and every attempt to snuff out that shine.
Somewhere beneath your new façade.
And that light still held me captive
Like my heart in your hand.
I felt so out of sync with my mind, body, and spirit recently that I chose to take 1 hour out of my busy life as a Division 1 Collegiate Athlete and double major to rediscover one of the passions of my life: yoga. Now centered, I feel calm and ready to conquer the week. Stay strong. Stay beautiful. Namaste.